Monday, April 18, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Well Plotted Life Event
In the realm in which God allows us to exist by our choice, He would not let us journey to an unknown place without some form of communication nor direction. Life as we know it, has opposition in all things. Whether good or bad, there is a consequence for all actions that take place and provide a path that is always being traveled. As many choices come in all forms, it ultimately comes down to us, what we want and where we want to go. This past November, I had two close friends take their next step into their progressional state in which God intends for all of us.
An outline of what we believe, being The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, there was a pre-earth life state as to where we lived prior to receiving a physical body and begin our probational stage here on earth. In order to obtain the privilege of having a body, we had to choose for our selves what we believed in. When we decided that we believed that Jesus is the Christ, accepted His offer and would be the one to sacrifice all for us, we then were granted the blessing of getting a body to house our spirit.
With this life being full of choices and obligations mandating our actions, we must learn to understand the curve of taming our natural man tendencies. Any natural man tendencies are inclinations that are easy decisions to make or take little to no effort in doing. Intentions to become successful are always easy to think about but when it comes to execution upon that desire of success, it becomes a lot harder. It takes little to no effort in thought or actions when the natural man takes control.
When both Matt Rothey and Grandpa Wendall Hansen passed away, more comfort was present because of the knowledge I have of the Plan of Salvation in which our Father in heaven provided us in order to have a way to return to Him. In Gods plan and timing all things come together. At certain times we may not have the best ken of why what is happening or the principles that are to be learned, but all in due time, we will succeed at knowing that God loves us and we are His child. Not only that, but we will also come to know our purpose in which we will know why we are here, and what we need to accomplish. Some of those things are steward ships, others may be leadership or following those called to serve.
The reason I bring all this up is that we are all apart of something far more greater that some of us may understand at certain times. World War II was from 1941 to 1945. In those four years, Grandpa Hansen served in the military as a radar reader. The all seeing eye as some would say that would give them a leg up on the enemy was an interesting way to hear someone put gospel terms in the military. I’m sure that that happens but it was one of the first times it had clicked in my mind.
Hear TAPS being played as Grandpa laid to rest, the first and second note weren’t that bad, but the third caused me to weep in my cold, worn shoes. At that very moment, I recalled what went through my mind when Grandpa heard where I was called for my mission. I proudly took my letter from the prophet where it stated that I was called to serve in the Philippines Baguio Mission and will speak Tagalog. He said to me, “how great is that. . .?! I liberated them so you could go and teach them.” Out of 65 grandchildren, I am the only one thus far to serve where Grandpa served all for one great cause. . . to free the children of God from bondage. With wet eyes while typing this leads me to believe that there will always be a desire to serve those around me, recognize the past that permits my progression and everything has a purpose.
The Plan of Salvation is so perfect. I love it.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
You must take "it" at times...
Meekness ranks so low on the mortal scale of things, yet so high on God's quoted Elder Maxwell in a talk given about being Meek and Lowly. I have always loved this topic of study by this man because of the experiences I've had in life that portray a glimpse of what I've experienced at times. Because I will be quoting Elder Maxwell so often in this entry I just want the reader to know I will put it in parentheses. He speaks of the life in which we must live in order to obtain this Christ-like attribute which is hard to obtain but yet its sweetness is like none other. Even though at times, the pathway to be meek and lowly cause pain, the end result is far above those praises of mankind. (Meekness is needed, therefore, in order for us to be spiritually successful-...living in "thanksgiving daily" is actually possible even in life's stern seasons). An experience that happened to my wife and I the other night, we were coming home from the store driving about 30mph in a 25mph zone. This man is standing out in the parking strip of his property flashing a light at our vehicle as we drive by. I tell Cars, he may need some help and flip around. As I approach this old man in his 50's, I roll down my window and ask, "do you need some help sir?" "YES! You need to slow down!" he replied. I share with him that I was going 30mph and understand it's a residential area. He then proceeded, "Yes, it's 5 mph faster than the speed limit!" I have no idea of this gentleman's motive but whatever it may be, simple we must take it at times. So often, I wondered to myself, when Elder Maxwell stated, "He or she will have to "take it" at times."
I always asked myself...what does it mean to "take it" at times?
My definition: To swallow any pride while in the midst of an undeserved comeuppance.
Such experiences of mine when having to "take it" was at a young age. Late 1980's, my sister and I were playing with matches and caused a house fire. At the age of Four, the blame was put on me even thought I did not do the act of starting the fire. My father being patient with me, took me by the hand, walked down the stairs to the basement and with a room full of black charcoal and ash every said to me, "look what you did."
Another time, I was on my way home from a Jr. Jazz game. I was getting a ride from some friends of mine and as we stopped at the light, we saw a kid whom we just played and won, was getting physically abused. In the misted of the yelling of the mom of my friends, while my friends were pointing and laughing and I just sat there sad for this boy, next week I found this Mom pushing us in the direction to apologize for laughing and pointing and unsportsman-like conduct. As a 10 year old boy, I asked myself why I needed to apologize for pointing and laughing that wasn't done by me.
When I read the talks by Elder Maxwell, I know that he has suffered such experiences that helped him understand the pathways to discipleship.
Often I know that we experiences hardships and misery to help us grow but how else will we know what God wants us to become if we don't walk his paths. The very act of choosing to have a valid source of integrity comes within yourself. Integrity is the act of doing 'it', because 'it' is the right thing to do, all the time. Being able to make decisions that change the course of our lives gives us the better opportunity to refine our characters that once came from a more exalted sphere. The glimpse of heaven can be seen here on earth as Elder Kimball once said, "heaven can be in a hogan or a tent...for heaven is of our own making." I would add that it's up to us to ensure that we choose to see with the eyes of faith, to see how our Father in heaven sees us, not as the world gauges reputation.
Sometimes, we just have to 'take it' at times.
I always asked myself...what does it mean to "take it" at times?
My definition: To swallow any pride while in the midst of an undeserved comeuppance.
Such experiences of mine when having to "take it" was at a young age. Late 1980's, my sister and I were playing with matches and caused a house fire. At the age of Four, the blame was put on me even thought I did not do the act of starting the fire. My father being patient with me, took me by the hand, walked down the stairs to the basement and with a room full of black charcoal and ash every said to me, "look what you did."
Another time, I was on my way home from a Jr. Jazz game. I was getting a ride from some friends of mine and as we stopped at the light, we saw a kid whom we just played and won, was getting physically abused. In the misted of the yelling of the mom of my friends, while my friends were pointing and laughing and I just sat there sad for this boy, next week I found this Mom pushing us in the direction to apologize for laughing and pointing and unsportsman-like conduct. As a 10 year old boy, I asked myself why I needed to apologize for pointing and laughing that wasn't done by me.
When I read the talks by Elder Maxwell, I know that he has suffered such experiences that helped him understand the pathways to discipleship.
Often I know that we experiences hardships and misery to help us grow but how else will we know what God wants us to become if we don't walk his paths. The very act of choosing to have a valid source of integrity comes within yourself. Integrity is the act of doing 'it', because 'it' is the right thing to do, all the time. Being able to make decisions that change the course of our lives gives us the better opportunity to refine our characters that once came from a more exalted sphere. The glimpse of heaven can be seen here on earth as Elder Kimball once said, "heaven can be in a hogan or a tent...for heaven is of our own making." I would add that it's up to us to ensure that we choose to see with the eyes of faith, to see how our Father in heaven sees us, not as the world gauges reputation.
Sometimes, we just have to 'take it' at times.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Rekindling the Fire.
My wonderful wife has been helping me get back in the habit of reading regularly. So far I've tackled 3-4 books this year and right now I'm reading the Bio of Elder Neal A. Maxwell. When I listen to this Disciple of Christ speak on many occasions, I can't help but to think of the refining moments that he went through in order to get where he ended up. Starting off at such a young age, he served time in the military before his mission. The deferring moment in his life when he knelt in prayer both in solace and selfishness for his life to be spared. When bomb shells should have landed on top of him because the exactness that the enemy had solved where his whereabouts where, he knelt in a fox hole just big enough for him to be protected, that very moment he dedicated his life to God, if He would spare him. I often think of how many times I have offered prayer in pleading cases where if I would get help, I too would change my ways and make better habits come about. One of the big differences between Elder Maxwell and myself, is he was genuine when he offered such a prayer. I've been striving to make changes in my life and dedicate more of my time, talents and interest to the Lord and He has seen fit to bless me with. I know that I am being prepared for those blessings to come and I can only strive to prepare myself so when He is willing to take a chance with me, I'll be ready.
When someone takes for granted, the simple beauties of life, they miss out on understanding the love God has for them and fails to understand the meaning of being a Child of God. When one comes to understand that he or she is a Child of God, and the take that understand with them as they pray with fervent minds, they become closer to being one with God as He is with his Son. As it states in the Bible Dictionary, " Prayer is the act by which the will of the Father and the will of the child are brought into correspondence with each other. The object of prayer is not to change the will of God, but to secure for ourselves and for others blessings that God is already willing to grant, but that are made conditional on our asking for them." I am reminded of the scripture found in Luke 13:34 as it states, "O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, which killest the prophets, and stonest them that are sent unto thee; how often would I have gathered thy children together, as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings, and ye would not!" Just maybe this verse applies to us speaking in the manner of gathering together (being you and your heavenly Father) for a meliorated conversation that becomes bilateral. I personally feel at times that I forget that prayer is a two-way conversation. Oft, I speak in prayer...but am still training to listen. I also even pray that I will recognize the voice of the spirit and not only hear it, but act accordingly to do so. It may be a hard feat to try but asking heavenly Father for ultimate submission. Ask Him if there is anything in your life that you have done wrong and if so, bring it to your attention so that you make fix it and make things right. I know it's not an easy feat, but the growth is ineffable.
One large problem of most people comes from the deviation of time allotment. People aways say, "I don't have time to do that." What I hear them say is, "I choose to not use my time with that object or task." We all have enough time to do whatever we want. However, it comes down to us choosing to use our time in such a way that is pleasing unto the demands of society, life, family, work and the various assignments we are given.
After reading part of this Bio of Elder Maxwell, I find myself doing things that I want in a book if someone were to write about me. If someone came to me and said, "Trevor, I would love to write a book about you and what you did from the time you got married to the time you finished school." I would hope that I could give them substance and credibility. My wife is the most helpful person in my life that helps give me more meaning to life then ever before. She is smart, intelligent, self-sustaining, humorous, loving, care-giving and passionate. She has helped my rekindle my fire when it comes to reading and I love her for that, plus all sorts of other things too. :)
When someone takes for granted, the simple beauties of life, they miss out on understanding the love God has for them and fails to understand the meaning of being a Child of God. When one comes to understand that he or she is a Child of God, and the take that understand with them as they pray with fervent minds, they become closer to being one with God as He is with his Son. As it states in the Bible Dictionary, " Prayer is the act by which the will of the Father and the will of the child are brought into correspondence with each other. The object of prayer is not to change the will of God, but to secure for ourselves and for others blessings that God is already willing to grant, but that are made conditional on our asking for them." I am reminded of the scripture found in Luke 13:34 as it states, "O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, which killest the prophets, and stonest them that are sent unto thee; how often would I have gathered thy children together, as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings, and ye would not!" Just maybe this verse applies to us speaking in the manner of gathering together (being you and your heavenly Father) for a meliorated conversation that becomes bilateral. I personally feel at times that I forget that prayer is a two-way conversation. Oft, I speak in prayer...but am still training to listen. I also even pray that I will recognize the voice of the spirit and not only hear it, but act accordingly to do so. It may be a hard feat to try but asking heavenly Father for ultimate submission. Ask Him if there is anything in your life that you have done wrong and if so, bring it to your attention so that you make fix it and make things right. I know it's not an easy feat, but the growth is ineffable.
One large problem of most people comes from the deviation of time allotment. People aways say, "I don't have time to do that." What I hear them say is, "I choose to not use my time with that object or task." We all have enough time to do whatever we want. However, it comes down to us choosing to use our time in such a way that is pleasing unto the demands of society, life, family, work and the various assignments we are given.
After reading part of this Bio of Elder Maxwell, I find myself doing things that I want in a book if someone were to write about me. If someone came to me and said, "Trevor, I would love to write a book about you and what you did from the time you got married to the time you finished school." I would hope that I could give them substance and credibility. My wife is the most helpful person in my life that helps give me more meaning to life then ever before. She is smart, intelligent, self-sustaining, humorous, loving, care-giving and passionate. She has helped my rekindle my fire when it comes to reading and I love her for that, plus all sorts of other things too. :)
Monday, July 26, 2010
Best Things Take Priority
As many have come to know, I have recently gotten married. It by far has been the best decision I have ever made!!! I know that some people think it's one of the biggest decisions to make, which it is, however, it's no different than others that I have made. I have been blessed with many unique gifts and though those gifts are sacred, I know that when it comes to communicating with my Father in heaven, it's no different than communicating with anyone else. Of course, His timing is different than typical conversations because when you are engaged in conversing, there is instant replying, answering and question asking. When I prayed and asked my Father in heaven if he agreed with my decision to marry Carlee, it was a conversation that was completely understood. I've never asked Heavenly Father what to do, I've always made my choice, and then taken it to Him and ask Him if he agrees with my decision. There have been times that I didn't know what to do and had to make a decision that I never got an answer to, however, if it wasn't the best choice for me, He provided a way for me to remedy the situation and return to modern life.
I think about the constant nourishment I try to provide my wife in all that I do and say. Oft times I find myself trying to critique my lexicon to ensure that it comes out the way I want it to instead of being taken the wrong way. When I say something that can be taken two ways, I mean the for the lesser to be taken. I never will have the heart to do evil to anyone even though I have my moments about joking to beat up some 13 year old kid that stole $3,000 worth of personal belongings. If I ever have the chance to meet the kid, chances are I'll give him an opportunity to make things right before his life ends up in a less fortunate path.
I've always tried to have the heart to forgive and forget because I too hope that's the case when judgement day comes for me. I have no greater fear than to not be able to stand blameless before my Father in heaven and have to answer to Him for the unkind things I've said or done. I've think one of the greatest gifts I've been blessed with is to be a constant forgiver. As many people don't understand how the atonement came to fruition, I've had dreams that I can't explain but fully understand how it works and how great the purpose is when in use. The atonement is not only for people seeking forgiveness, but also for the forgiver. The forgiver needs the atonement just as much as the forgivee. The application of both the forgiver and forgivee need to understand that without the atonement, neither party can be justified. Just as any law needs to be justified, in any case, there must be opposition in all things.
As aforementioned about opposition in all things, there were times that I needed to just have a moment and muse about those deferring choices that were about to be made. Sure at times I felt like I was at peace just as much as times the adversary was working on me telling me that I needed to stay single...forever. That was something that I just could not swallow. I've lived my whole life in hopes to some day share with my kids why I made the choices I did, and yes, to strut my ego, there were times I made those decisions just so I could say, well if I did it, so can you! I won't lie, it was hard choosing some of the paths that I did, but was it worth not ever compromising my standards, you bet it was. I know I've said it once but I'll say it again, God recognizes character, Man recognizes reputation. On the flip side, if you validate your character with worrying more about Him and less about them, those who seek to find your reputation will only reckon that it's character they seem to find.
I don't have much more to say other than I am loving my married life and look forward to forever with Carlee, she truly is the love of my life!
I think about the constant nourishment I try to provide my wife in all that I do and say. Oft times I find myself trying to critique my lexicon to ensure that it comes out the way I want it to instead of being taken the wrong way. When I say something that can be taken two ways, I mean the for the lesser to be taken. I never will have the heart to do evil to anyone even though I have my moments about joking to beat up some 13 year old kid that stole $3,000 worth of personal belongings. If I ever have the chance to meet the kid, chances are I'll give him an opportunity to make things right before his life ends up in a less fortunate path.
I've always tried to have the heart to forgive and forget because I too hope that's the case when judgement day comes for me. I have no greater fear than to not be able to stand blameless before my Father in heaven and have to answer to Him for the unkind things I've said or done. I've think one of the greatest gifts I've been blessed with is to be a constant forgiver. As many people don't understand how the atonement came to fruition, I've had dreams that I can't explain but fully understand how it works and how great the purpose is when in use. The atonement is not only for people seeking forgiveness, but also for the forgiver. The forgiver needs the atonement just as much as the forgivee. The application of both the forgiver and forgivee need to understand that without the atonement, neither party can be justified. Just as any law needs to be justified, in any case, there must be opposition in all things.
As aforementioned about opposition in all things, there were times that I needed to just have a moment and muse about those deferring choices that were about to be made. Sure at times I felt like I was at peace just as much as times the adversary was working on me telling me that I needed to stay single...forever. That was something that I just could not swallow. I've lived my whole life in hopes to some day share with my kids why I made the choices I did, and yes, to strut my ego, there were times I made those decisions just so I could say, well if I did it, so can you! I won't lie, it was hard choosing some of the paths that I did, but was it worth not ever compromising my standards, you bet it was. I know I've said it once but I'll say it again, God recognizes character, Man recognizes reputation. On the flip side, if you validate your character with worrying more about Him and less about them, those who seek to find your reputation will only reckon that it's character they seem to find.
I don't have much more to say other than I am loving my married life and look forward to forever with Carlee, she truly is the love of my life!
Friday, February 26, 2010
Lastest News of my Life
I couldn't help but to think of how much fun Moab, UT was going to be knowing that I was going to ask Carlee Hamblin to marry for time and all eternity in the House of the Lord.
We ended up on top of a mountain overlooking God's beautiful creation. I wrote a story book for Carlee and created the perfect moment to propose to her. Check out this custom ring my buddy made! (Aaron's Jewelry)
We ended up on top of a mountain overlooking God's beautiful creation. I wrote a story book for Carlee and created the perfect moment to propose to her. Check out this custom ring my buddy made! (Aaron's Jewelry)
There isn't a more wonderful act than showing your love through Diamonds!! I'm kidding. Carlee knows from experience that a ring can not and will not validate my love for her. So, I am now the luckiest man alive. Engaged Feb 12, 2010 and we have a date of March 26th, 2010...yes...six weeks later, we will be starting our own family!
Monday, December 28, 2009
A legacy to be told.
JOSH AND JENNY Click it.
The keen sense of comfort often come from those that we love and hold close to our hearts. For many of us it's family, friends and even the Savior. Being an amateur composer, I find myself wanting to be surrounded by those who have been affected and in return want to be a causing effect.
The ripple effect in life is something that most of us, if not all of us should be challenged to live by. In this video the statements of "You are my kind of beautiful" and "you give me the feelings people write novels about" and "true love does not come by finding the perfect person but by learning to see in imperfect person perfectly" are passionate disciplinary actions that cause someone to be somebody.
Josh and Jenny are those types of people that help me see more to life than what life it self has to offer. Society is what life has to offer you, people like Josh and Jenny that contribute to society the way that society doesn't contribute shows you there is more to life...than life.
Josh, I will never forget the memories we had together and now is your time to take the next step in your progression and help those, who may not be able to help themselves.
The keen sense of comfort often come from those that we love and hold close to our hearts. For many of us it's family, friends and even the Savior. Being an amateur composer, I find myself wanting to be surrounded by those who have been affected and in return want to be a causing effect.
The ripple effect in life is something that most of us, if not all of us should be challenged to live by. In this video the statements of "You are my kind of beautiful" and "you give me the feelings people write novels about" and "true love does not come by finding the perfect person but by learning to see in imperfect person perfectly" are passionate disciplinary actions that cause someone to be somebody.
Josh and Jenny are those types of people that help me see more to life than what life it self has to offer. Society is what life has to offer you, people like Josh and Jenny that contribute to society the way that society doesn't contribute shows you there is more to life...than life.
Josh, I will never forget the memories we had together and now is your time to take the next step in your progression and help those, who may not be able to help themselves.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Far too long.
I guess that it has been awhile since I have scribbled on this e-stream of life. A lot has happened but not much to talk about and I guess that's the reason I don't write much on here.
I sure do have a lot going on in my life but I wouldn't change a thing. I'm working a full time job, running a part time business, starting up another business, going to school and caring for a newly purchased house. On top of that, someone has come into my life in the past couple of months and I met her in my new ward. What an amazing individual! The way she has lived her life makes me want to be a better person and always has a positive influence on my actions. I was previously attending a singles ward out in West Haven but after 3 years of unsuccessful attempts at meeting someone within the ward to date, it was time for a change. I'm now attending a singles ward in South Weber and what a positive change that has been for me. I really like the ward and it's given me a soft break to not have so much responsibility. Don't get me wrong, I'm dedicated to the work but it sure does wear one out when an average Sunday for a 21 year old guy, spends 5-7 hrs at church dealing with responsibilities, however, I miss the blessings that are accompanied with such an arduous path to become better than I can make myself.
I'm excited to embark on my new proliferated path of marketing my website (and doing a complete overhaul of the site). The amazing possibilities there are when you have the right person doing their "thang" and small fascination sure do go a long ways.
**The rest is classified**
I sure do have a lot going on in my life but I wouldn't change a thing. I'm working a full time job, running a part time business, starting up another business, going to school and caring for a newly purchased house. On top of that, someone has come into my life in the past couple of months and I met her in my new ward. What an amazing individual! The way she has lived her life makes me want to be a better person and always has a positive influence on my actions. I was previously attending a singles ward out in West Haven but after 3 years of unsuccessful attempts at meeting someone within the ward to date, it was time for a change. I'm now attending a singles ward in South Weber and what a positive change that has been for me. I really like the ward and it's given me a soft break to not have so much responsibility. Don't get me wrong, I'm dedicated to the work but it sure does wear one out when an average Sunday for a 21 year old guy, spends 5-7 hrs at church dealing with responsibilities, however, I miss the blessings that are accompanied with such an arduous path to become better than I can make myself.
I'm excited to embark on my new proliferated path of marketing my website (and doing a complete overhaul of the site). The amazing possibilities there are when you have the right person doing their "thang" and small fascination sure do go a long ways.
**The rest is classified**
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Goals
The first goal I can ruminate about would be at the age of 8 when I was baptized on Oct 10, 1992, in hand with my Heavenly Fathers will. I decided at that age that I would prepare myself to the best of my ability to be ready by the time I turned 19. 11 years prior, the decision had been made for me to server a mission so when I turned 19, there was no contemplating whether I was going to go or not.
I understood that I was going to need His help when preparing to do his work and it’s a life long goal that I’ll never forget setting because it was a joyful moment for him to see that I did everything in my capacity to ready myself for such a once….I say once in an eternity opportunity a mission as an Elder and have the same title as a General Authority.
A small quote I would like to pull from a talk back in 1974 from President Kimball, he states, “Every boy should have been saving money for his mission and be free from any and all entanglements so he will be worthy. When he is returned from his mission at 21, he should feel free to begin to get acquainted and to date. When he has found the right young woman, there should be a proper temple marriage. One can have all the blessings if he is in control and takes the experiences in proper turn: first some limited social get-acquainted contacts, then his mission, then his courting, then his temple marriage and his schooling and his family, then his life’s work. In any other sequence he could run into difficulty.”
I can’t help but to plan my life accordingly as He would have me do so. As I pray to Him and talk to Him as if He were standing in front of me, I see that my relationship, friendship and stewardship seamlessly grow rapidly as I see His work in my prayerful consideration to accompany my desires to into His will by bearing His burden which is spoken in Moses 1:39, for if I am not lifting His burden thru missionary work, I’m at fault for not upholding my baptismal covenants I made at the age of 8.
So, upon making my goals, I list the pro’s and con’s of each goal. After I have done that, and have weighed out my decision, I then take it to Him in mighty prayer, which is proceeded by countless hours of ruminating and musing to ensure that I’ve done all that I can do, so that I may receive revelation from Him and know that I’m doing what is right and that He agrees with me.
I understood that I was going to need His help when preparing to do his work and it’s a life long goal that I’ll never forget setting because it was a joyful moment for him to see that I did everything in my capacity to ready myself for such a once….I say once in an eternity opportunity a mission as an Elder and have the same title as a General Authority.
A small quote I would like to pull from a talk back in 1974 from President Kimball, he states, “Every boy should have been saving money for his mission and be free from any and all entanglements so he will be worthy. When he is returned from his mission at 21, he should feel free to begin to get acquainted and to date. When he has found the right young woman, there should be a proper temple marriage. One can have all the blessings if he is in control and takes the experiences in proper turn: first some limited social get-acquainted contacts, then his mission, then his courting, then his temple marriage and his schooling and his family, then his life’s work. In any other sequence he could run into difficulty.”
I can’t help but to plan my life accordingly as He would have me do so. As I pray to Him and talk to Him as if He were standing in front of me, I see that my relationship, friendship and stewardship seamlessly grow rapidly as I see His work in my prayerful consideration to accompany my desires to into His will by bearing His burden which is spoken in Moses 1:39, for if I am not lifting His burden thru missionary work, I’m at fault for not upholding my baptismal covenants I made at the age of 8.
So, upon making my goals, I list the pro’s and con’s of each goal. After I have done that, and have weighed out my decision, I then take it to Him in mighty prayer, which is proceeded by countless hours of ruminating and musing to ensure that I’ve done all that I can do, so that I may receive revelation from Him and know that I’m doing what is right and that He agrees with me.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
I'm a Democrat because I'm a Mormon
To many, it sounds like a contradiction in terms: a Mormon Democrat. People regularly ask me how I reconcile my religious beliefs with my political opinions, shocked that a good Mormon girl would throw her support behind such a scandalous party. Believe it or not, being a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints doesn't automatically make one an ardent member of the GOP, even in Utah. In fact, it's my religious beliefs about compassion and generosity that have made me liberal.
The LDS Church's official position has long been one of political neutrality, endorsing neither major political party. When the church takes one of its rare official political stances, it is always on a particular issue and should not be misconstrued as support of one party or one political ideology. Mormon leaders constantly encourage all followers, regardless of party, to become involved in politics, vote and run for office when possible. Yet many believe that to be LDS, you have to be Republican. It's just not true-if anything, the Democratic Party more closely adheres to basic Christian values.
Obviously, individual Mormons hold different views about the same beliefs, just as members of the Democratic Party take a wide variety of positions. But many elements of liberal politics are principles central to the gospel of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints: social welfare, the environment, the role of government, the balance between business and the community. I'm not a Democrat in spite of my religion-I'm a Democrat because of my religion.
A core principle of most religions is a basic sense of compassion for the poor. In fact, most religions view poverty as a symbol of humility and strength, while wealth is seen as a moral failing vice that brings pride and unrighteousness. Yet many on the far right treat the poor as lazy, regarding wealth as a sign of character. Mormons are counseled to work toward a society in which "there are no poor among us." Democrats make social assistance a priority in a way that other parties do not. In many ways, liberals see the government as a useful tool that, when used correctly, can improve life for everyone.
One reason many people assume Mormons must be conservative may be so-called moral issues, like abortion or same-sex marriage. But Joseph Smith taught that matters of conscience should not be regulated but instead, taught through principle by example, letting others choose whether to follow. To me, such issues become peripheral when I examine basic ideological differences about the role of government-to create opportunity and help everyone succeed.
The LDS religion teaches of a basic human responsibility to help and lift others in righteousness and knowledge. It, therefore, makes sense to support a political party that makes social programs a priority. A government that fails to provide for its weakest members is not only destined for failure-it's morally depraved.
Conservatives often maintain that anyone willing to work hard should be able to earn a decent living. But economically, the playing field has never been level. In fact, Mormon scripture emphasizes that worldly goods are gifts from God because of his generosity, not our entitlement. Consequently, my religious views teach me that I have an inherent duty to give to people around me-everything I have is not mine at all, but a gift given to share.
The United States can have a healthy economy without deserting the less fortunate, such as the sick, the poor, the elderly and the homeless. Perpetual handouts are not the answer, but there are countless underprivileged Americans who need help with everything from job training to child care to adequate health-care coverage.
Many conservatives claim social programs are inefficient, and they are right to want to curb waste. Waste can be reduced without deserting social responsibility. It's important to remember the point: we're here to help each other. One of Christ's most basic messages was about giving without thought of reward. It follows that many Christians would feel a sense of social responsibility to give for the collective good.
The most basic of religious principles is that individuals have a responsibility to take care of themselves and a responsibility to help others. Many conservatives have bizarrely distorted self reliance into selfishness, maintaining that you are only responsible for yourself. As a Mormon, it's frightening to see selfishness treated as a virtue-I believe we can take care of ourselves without abandoning those around us.
Republicans are often anti government and pro-business, which makes sense in moderation. Obviously, excessive government power must be curbed and reasonable economic growth should be encouraged. But the LDS Church has a long tradition of strength in community-Mormons know the power that comes when a committed group of people works together to lift the less fortunate. To view money or economic development as the ultimate aim of every political undertaking is grossly misguided-the mission of life and of government is much larger than that. Religion involves a basic sense of decency and social liberals adhering to the belief that it's more important to lend a helping hand than to be rich.
Another basic LDS belief is that as humans, we are stewards over the earth with a responsibility to guard and tend. From a religious perspective, it follows that we should do what we can to preserve the earth instead of exploit it. Typically, Republicans are against environmental regulations because they worry laws could hinder industry. But if I believe the earth is a sacred creation that I'm responsible to look after, it makes sense that preserving its glory would be a higher priority than shortsighted economic development.
Economically, liberals have a more balanced plan for the country than the conservative free-market-fixes-all approach. In his book, Approaching Zion, Hugh Nibley discusses how many Republicans view an ideal economy as purely capitalist, a survival of the fittest in which anything goes. In such a system, the weak, the frail, the sick and the poor will rightfully die off because they will not have the strength to flourish-a remarkable contrast to the parable of Christ seeking after one lost sheep.
Obviously, all views of Mormonism don't match up with all views of the Democratic Party. In fact, I commend the LDS Church's neutral stance that individuals should study the issues, make their own political decisions and act accordingly. Neither party will complement any church on every issue. Yet I see many liberal views directly in line with LDS principles.
I'm a Democrat because I'm a Mormon and I believe in loving our neighbors and in helping the less fortunate. I believe in a wise, balanced stewardship of the earth and that I have a responsibility to share what I have with others. I believe government can be a powerful tool for good and we can be self reliant without being selfish. To be liberal and Mormon is not only possible,it's practical, it's compassionate and it's principled.
I really don't think that this lady could have put it any other better way. I've been ridiculed for the same choice but I think she has explained it better than anyone else I've ever heard...you go Sister.
The LDS Church's official position has long been one of political neutrality, endorsing neither major political party. When the church takes one of its rare official political stances, it is always on a particular issue and should not be misconstrued as support of one party or one political ideology. Mormon leaders constantly encourage all followers, regardless of party, to become involved in politics, vote and run for office when possible. Yet many believe that to be LDS, you have to be Republican. It's just not true-if anything, the Democratic Party more closely adheres to basic Christian values.
Obviously, individual Mormons hold different views about the same beliefs, just as members of the Democratic Party take a wide variety of positions. But many elements of liberal politics are principles central to the gospel of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints: social welfare, the environment, the role of government, the balance between business and the community. I'm not a Democrat in spite of my religion-I'm a Democrat because of my religion.
A core principle of most religions is a basic sense of compassion for the poor. In fact, most religions view poverty as a symbol of humility and strength, while wealth is seen as a moral failing vice that brings pride and unrighteousness. Yet many on the far right treat the poor as lazy, regarding wealth as a sign of character. Mormons are counseled to work toward a society in which "there are no poor among us." Democrats make social assistance a priority in a way that other parties do not. In many ways, liberals see the government as a useful tool that, when used correctly, can improve life for everyone.
One reason many people assume Mormons must be conservative may be so-called moral issues, like abortion or same-sex marriage. But Joseph Smith taught that matters of conscience should not be regulated but instead, taught through principle by example, letting others choose whether to follow. To me, such issues become peripheral when I examine basic ideological differences about the role of government-to create opportunity and help everyone succeed.
The LDS religion teaches of a basic human responsibility to help and lift others in righteousness and knowledge. It, therefore, makes sense to support a political party that makes social programs a priority. A government that fails to provide for its weakest members is not only destined for failure-it's morally depraved.
Conservatives often maintain that anyone willing to work hard should be able to earn a decent living. But economically, the playing field has never been level. In fact, Mormon scripture emphasizes that worldly goods are gifts from God because of his generosity, not our entitlement. Consequently, my religious views teach me that I have an inherent duty to give to people around me-everything I have is not mine at all, but a gift given to share.
The United States can have a healthy economy without deserting the less fortunate, such as the sick, the poor, the elderly and the homeless. Perpetual handouts are not the answer, but there are countless underprivileged Americans who need help with everything from job training to child care to adequate health-care coverage.
Many conservatives claim social programs are inefficient, and they are right to want to curb waste. Waste can be reduced without deserting social responsibility. It's important to remember the point: we're here to help each other. One of Christ's most basic messages was about giving without thought of reward. It follows that many Christians would feel a sense of social responsibility to give for the collective good.
The most basic of religious principles is that individuals have a responsibility to take care of themselves and a responsibility to help others. Many conservatives have bizarrely distorted self reliance into selfishness, maintaining that you are only responsible for yourself. As a Mormon, it's frightening to see selfishness treated as a virtue-I believe we can take care of ourselves without abandoning those around us.
Republicans are often anti government and pro-business, which makes sense in moderation. Obviously, excessive government power must be curbed and reasonable economic growth should be encouraged. But the LDS Church has a long tradition of strength in community-Mormons know the power that comes when a committed group of people works together to lift the less fortunate. To view money or economic development as the ultimate aim of every political undertaking is grossly misguided-the mission of life and of government is much larger than that. Religion involves a basic sense of decency and social liberals adhering to the belief that it's more important to lend a helping hand than to be rich.
Another basic LDS belief is that as humans, we are stewards over the earth with a responsibility to guard and tend. From a religious perspective, it follows that we should do what we can to preserve the earth instead of exploit it. Typically, Republicans are against environmental regulations because they worry laws could hinder industry. But if I believe the earth is a sacred creation that I'm responsible to look after, it makes sense that preserving its glory would be a higher priority than shortsighted economic development.
Economically, liberals have a more balanced plan for the country than the conservative free-market-fixes-all approach. In his book, Approaching Zion, Hugh Nibley discusses how many Republicans view an ideal economy as purely capitalist, a survival of the fittest in which anything goes. In such a system, the weak, the frail, the sick and the poor will rightfully die off because they will not have the strength to flourish-a remarkable contrast to the parable of Christ seeking after one lost sheep.
Obviously, all views of Mormonism don't match up with all views of the Democratic Party. In fact, I commend the LDS Church's neutral stance that individuals should study the issues, make their own political decisions and act accordingly. Neither party will complement any church on every issue. Yet I see many liberal views directly in line with LDS principles.
I'm a Democrat because I'm a Mormon and I believe in loving our neighbors and in helping the less fortunate. I believe in a wise, balanced stewardship of the earth and that I have a responsibility to share what I have with others. I believe government can be a powerful tool for good and we can be self reliant without being selfish. To be liberal and Mormon is not only possible,it's practical, it's compassionate and it's principled.
I really don't think that this lady could have put it any other better way. I've been ridiculed for the same choice but I think she has explained it better than anyone else I've ever heard...you go Sister.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Again?
No interest,
no love,
no time,
no fate,
no cure,
no predestined,
no talk,
not even for you.
No comment,
no path,
no look,
no right,
no connection,
no feeling,
no date,
not even for you.
No ken,
no heart,
no intention,
no trust,
no desire,
no hope,
no confidence,
not even for you.
No thought,
no chance,
no opportunity,
no risk,
no support
no luck,
Not even for You Trevor.
Lost causes and false dreams are only the initiation of what I wrap myself around. Are my expectations really exceeding that which I find to bring me happiness and joy? But I can't even find that. Figure 8's and short oval tracks are what I find myself running on....far too often...why don't they have pitstops?
no love,
no time,
no fate,
no cure,
no predestined,
no talk,
not even for you.
No comment,
no path,
no look,
no right,
no connection,
no feeling,
no date,
not even for you.
No ken,
no heart,
no intention,
no trust,
no desire,
no hope,
no confidence,
not even for you.
No thought,
no chance,
no opportunity,
no risk,
no support
no luck,
Not even for You Trevor.
Lost causes and false dreams are only the initiation of what I wrap myself around. Are my expectations really exceeding that which I find to bring me happiness and joy? But I can't even find that. Figure 8's and short oval tracks are what I find myself running on....far too often...why don't they have pitstops?
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Did You or I..... say this?
I wanted You and now You…have lost Me. You’ll never understand that I can see IT in Your ever so transparent eyes, now You want Me but You left Me broken-hearted. The only thing I wanted was for You to love Me, I can’t even have that and now You don't mean a thing to Me. Finally, I can smile again without faking it. You don't know what it was about Me, I guess You wanted what You couldn't have. I can't miss what I don’t know about and I thought You were worth My tears, but now I think and know differently. I talk about Us to others and now You realize what You are missing out on because of the comment made by others. I can laugh again without worry. Now I'm better and I'm well again. Were You worth My tears? For the One I loved, shouldn't have made Me cry. That which doesn't kill Me, can and will make Me stronger. Now I've met some one who loves Me more fully and how dare You feel jealous when you see Us together. But I can make a mock of You about it just because You forsook Me, but now I'm alive again. So all I can say is You lost Me as a friend, and My love is no longer...
Now it shouldn't matter whether I said this to someone, or it was said to me or that it was even said...All I can express is there is pain out there somewhere. And if amends should be made, let it so be.
We cannot escape from this chaotic world nor can we run from it. But the beauty we can all learn from it, is that it's a time of learning, teaching, exploring and most of all....preparing. Encounters that we find ourselves in happen so often for hundreds of unknown reasons, except....for the one purpose in which we were supposed to be taught. I don't care what pond I'm in, why I'm there or what the effect it...all I care about is whether I made my decision to drop into the place I was called so that the ripple affect my be initiated and that it may take effect for the purposed intented by the Master.
Now it shouldn't matter whether I said this to someone, or it was said to me or that it was even said...All I can express is there is pain out there somewhere. And if amends should be made, let it so be.
We cannot escape from this chaotic world nor can we run from it. But the beauty we can all learn from it, is that it's a time of learning, teaching, exploring and most of all....preparing. Encounters that we find ourselves in happen so often for hundreds of unknown reasons, except....for the one purpose in which we were supposed to be taught. I don't care what pond I'm in, why I'm there or what the effect it...all I care about is whether I made my decision to drop into the place I was called so that the ripple affect my be initiated and that it may take effect for the purposed intented by the Master.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
The innocence’s of a child
I had a run today for work and I found myself stuck behind, what I would have guessed was a 6 or 7 year old little girl walking on the dirt road. Down in Salt Lake, I had to make a drop off and when I was finished, I had to go the way I came in. She was walking ever so softly on top of the peaks once created by the fissures of a duly tire. I didn’t mind one bit as she took step after step, smashing down what she could with her size 7 shoes. I had no doubt she was telling a story or singing a tune but for that moment, I had laid my eyes of a pure creation of God’s handy work. This moment in my life had no time to it, nor was it rushed. I pleasantly kept my foot lightly applied to the brake as to follower her at the same pace her little heart beat was drumming to. As I rounded the corner, she then noticed that I had been following her in this ginormus 24 ft box truck, and to her dismay, she happily smiled and went on her way.
Finding myself next on the freeway, I start to inch past this school bus. At the pace I was headed, I couldn’t help but to pull funny faces and play with the children only feet away but yet, in two separate vehicles. The little boy smiled and waved as I made a funny face. Children these days…….
My other experience I’ll leave for the journal. What a blessing it is to be put in the right place at the right time to meet the right people to help them for the right reasons. Hopefully I’ll bring my new friend to church soon. Andy is Awesome!!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
nothing new
nothing big in my life is occuring right now and i wonder if i'm going where i should be going. i do have a passion to go where i want to go but the time it takes to get there is putting me in a perplexed state. much musing is needed...
Monday, August 4, 2008
1 Comment
Interestingly enough, I sparked an individual to challenge my word verbiage. In a life long journey to build my story (in preparation to becoming a motivaltional speaker), I've come to the census that my statement I have made once before is true..."If you want to be understood, use words people can understand." When the correct resource is valid, (http://www.m-w.com/) phrases can be understood.
For instance; Veracity - truthfulness, Salacious - lustful, Precatory - wishfull thinking or expressing a wish.
Now, I haven't the faintest idea of who this individual is and that's ok. For all I know, I could know them well and they know me, or on the flipside, they haven't ever met me and bless their heart, they return to my blog for enjoyment.
The moments that I wish to stretch myself in the very aspect of expounding my lexicon (vocabulary), I feel is the purpose of my writing. My sister even questioned my blog as she said, "Trevor, why don't you ever talk that way? You don't even know what they mean..." I took the time to educate her, she believed me that I knew what I was talking about. I have contemplated many a time that I should start another blog and conform those standards to the worlds take on speaking.
There is a guy that I work with that related a story to me concerning language. His brother's mind has become so tainted with vulgarity that every other word is f*** this and f*** that. I have witnessed this first hand with a friend of mind in middle school. I bet him he couldn't last 20 mins with out swearing. He lasted 4 1/2 mins. When the a** word slipped, with in 1 more second, the s*** and f*** words followed abruptly because that language to him was habitual. Honestly, what more beauty could you ask for when you find an english word that explains the feelings you can't explain?
Im grateful that someone not only takes the time to leave a comment for what I write but just to take the time to read I greatly appreciate. I guess this can be a turning point and maybe I'll leave my verbose writing for my journal...cause no one ever reads that. Also to the individual that left the comment, I've like to know who you are and if you wish not to tell, that's ok too.
For instance; Veracity - truthfulness, Salacious - lustful, Precatory - wishfull thinking or expressing a wish.
Now, I haven't the faintest idea of who this individual is and that's ok. For all I know, I could know them well and they know me, or on the flipside, they haven't ever met me and bless their heart, they return to my blog for enjoyment.
The moments that I wish to stretch myself in the very aspect of expounding my lexicon (vocabulary), I feel is the purpose of my writing. My sister even questioned my blog as she said, "Trevor, why don't you ever talk that way? You don't even know what they mean..." I took the time to educate her, she believed me that I knew what I was talking about. I have contemplated many a time that I should start another blog and conform those standards to the worlds take on speaking.
There is a guy that I work with that related a story to me concerning language. His brother's mind has become so tainted with vulgarity that every other word is f*** this and f*** that. I have witnessed this first hand with a friend of mind in middle school. I bet him he couldn't last 20 mins with out swearing. He lasted 4 1/2 mins. When the a** word slipped, with in 1 more second, the s*** and f*** words followed abruptly because that language to him was habitual. Honestly, what more beauty could you ask for when you find an english word that explains the feelings you can't explain?
Im grateful that someone not only takes the time to leave a comment for what I write but just to take the time to read I greatly appreciate. I guess this can be a turning point and maybe I'll leave my verbose writing for my journal...cause no one ever reads that. Also to the individual that left the comment, I've like to know who you are and if you wish not to tell, that's ok too.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
I think not.
Reminiscing in the veracity of salacious seconds clicking to the drum beat of my heart, consumption of closure to characterized aspects has turned the tide. A musing attitude clearly conforms to my instinctive (and/or carnal) mind to initiate the perpetual process of reforming my productive thinking.
Tasting the sound of vibrant sentiments floating about really provides me the opportunity to vastly assist in an unknown atmosphere that I’m not quite yet assure of but yet, I completely know it’s the perfect simulation for further events to take place.
On a less likely to be taken serious note, what a challenge life events have brought forth to me in this stage of my life. I find myself in certain situations that in my mind could easily be precatory or even preparatory. I would hope that it’s in my favor and I’m not going to let a doubt precede my character, for it is supernal and ethereal. Recent happenings in my life tend to be both a chance to learn or to teach and given that blessing in both aspects, there isn’t more I could ask for right now. Solidifying exactness in His will places a sure testimony that I’m reckoned in precision placement. Being able to clearly understand that this has been a quest of it’s own but fulfilling through His eyes, purely gives me the undergoing of a pristine growth.
It’s not too often that I’m granted a chance that I feel I have control over. Seeing that I have been given an assignment to have a greater stewardship over certain individuals, this is the time I see for the work of the Lord to shine as men step up to do their best. Granted, at times they will talk with levity or jokingly but really, what an awesome learning experience it can turn out to be for those around him and also the best for himself. When right intentions are understood, great knowledge comes into play, but if it’s looked past with ease, the lesson to be learned has been forfeited. Someone that is in everyone’s life is there for a reason, what do you think?
Chance…. I think not.
Tasting the sound of vibrant sentiments floating about really provides me the opportunity to vastly assist in an unknown atmosphere that I’m not quite yet assure of but yet, I completely know it’s the perfect simulation for further events to take place.
On a less likely to be taken serious note, what a challenge life events have brought forth to me in this stage of my life. I find myself in certain situations that in my mind could easily be precatory or even preparatory. I would hope that it’s in my favor and I’m not going to let a doubt precede my character, for it is supernal and ethereal. Recent happenings in my life tend to be both a chance to learn or to teach and given that blessing in both aspects, there isn’t more I could ask for right now. Solidifying exactness in His will places a sure testimony that I’m reckoned in precision placement. Being able to clearly understand that this has been a quest of it’s own but fulfilling through His eyes, purely gives me the undergoing of a pristine growth.
It’s not too often that I’m granted a chance that I feel I have control over. Seeing that I have been given an assignment to have a greater stewardship over certain individuals, this is the time I see for the work of the Lord to shine as men step up to do their best. Granted, at times they will talk with levity or jokingly but really, what an awesome learning experience it can turn out to be for those around him and also the best for himself. When right intentions are understood, great knowledge comes into play, but if it’s looked past with ease, the lesson to be learned has been forfeited. Someone that is in everyone’s life is there for a reason, what do you think?
Chance…. I think not.
Monday, July 21, 2008
My Ineffablity
It happened so quick
I’m miss understood
No one really sees me
As they really should
Not a moment went by
That I thought in my mind
So many people around
A sore eye and blind
I keep pushing forward
All the ways that I know
But even that itself
Will never make it flow
Reacting the moment
Knowing who I am
Another kick to the face
And with gravity a slam
The past is gone
And the moment I cry
Really makes me wonder
Could this mean goodbye?
It happened so quick
I’m miss understood
No one really sees me
As they really should
I’m miss understood
No one really sees me
As they really should
Not a moment went by
That I thought in my mind
So many people around
A sore eye and blind
I keep pushing forward
All the ways that I know
But even that itself
Will never make it flow
Reacting the moment
Knowing who I am
Another kick to the face
And with gravity a slam
The past is gone
And the moment I cry
Really makes me wonder
Could this mean goodbye?
It happened so quick
I’m miss understood
No one really sees me
As they really should
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Blank
Standing still in patient moments in my life tends to end my security and my pillows tend to become wet. Musing on pivotal twinkles of life, reflections are pertinent to the very bearing of where I am going. A quote by a man of God stated after being asked about how to help wayward children, ”Don’t forget about the children that ARE doing what they should be doing.” Recalling experiences in my life, what a path I have traveled to be where I’m at today. My capricious wonderment of my potential has always concluded to elevated amazement and nothing short notorious thoughts. Ramifications I’ll never comprehend are slowing coming to fruition, but yet how do I know that they are to be? Certain blessings in my life has given me direction as to what I need to do in order to become exalted but yet has left me at the crossroads that don’t stop forking just as I believe I have arrived at my destination. Being this emotional has brought feelings that I haven’t ever had before as past feelings once again reverberate in my mind and life. Daily, I ponder hundreds of problems, ideas, thoughts and feelings pertaining to my reasoning of why I’m here at this time. I have a sliver of knowledge of what I did to be placed here at this time, but in return, I have a gargantuan gamut of what I should (supposed to) be doing but not always clear of how to get there, and that’s ok……
Friday, February 15, 2008
Sudden Changes.
A promised blessing:
Everyday will be a day of learning or a day of teaching........
What I learned today is that Heavenly Father is ever so mindful of each of his children. As I sat there with my foot on the brake pedal, I watch this lady in front of me shuffle vigorously for who knows what in her purse. I still sat there as the light turned green, watching her ruffle through her purse and then she takes her foot off the brake pedal 1.5 complete seconds after the light had turned green. Watching the mooting of this lady, I then saw God's hand in her life when all the sudden this little toyota pick-up runs right through the red light. No more than 12 inches of matter passed between these vehicles.
".....this dude is so set in his ways!" Benny replies. Trevor interuppts, "There is a word for that called ossified." "You're too smart to be here Trevor!" Eric exclaims.
All I asked was to fit in and be understood. Oft it feels I'm living in a notional world, but IT is too true be fictional. I may feel I am negligible at times, but, without a doubt, permentantly you will find me being mercurial.
Everyday will be a day of learning or a day of teaching........
What I learned today is that Heavenly Father is ever so mindful of each of his children. As I sat there with my foot on the brake pedal, I watch this lady in front of me shuffle vigorously for who knows what in her purse. I still sat there as the light turned green, watching her ruffle through her purse and then she takes her foot off the brake pedal 1.5 complete seconds after the light had turned green. Watching the mooting of this lady, I then saw God's hand in her life when all the sudden this little toyota pick-up runs right through the red light. No more than 12 inches of matter passed between these vehicles.
".....this dude is so set in his ways!" Benny replies. Trevor interuppts, "There is a word for that called ossified." "You're too smart to be here Trevor!" Eric exclaims.
All I asked was to fit in and be understood. Oft it feels I'm living in a notional world, but IT is too true be fictional. I may feel I am negligible at times, but, without a doubt, permentantly you will find me being mercurial.
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