Wednesday, January 24, 2007

My friend that visits so often

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Faith

More less than often I get these urges to dive intricately thru the scriptures, doctrine and many other resources to prolong my knowledge in the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

My latest topic would be that of a simple ken, prevalently spoken of and calmly applied to draw the powers of heaven. We......I too often forget the walls that must contain my faith and therefore, I struggle to seize the blessing at hand and wait for a more transparent opportunity to recognize.

A pattern of success is constituted by acts of faith shown by: Trust in the Lord, Obedience to His commandments, Sensitivity to the spirits promptings and exercising patience and understanding that God, over a matter of time will answer your prayers, according to His will that best fits us. It's a simple understanding that God uses YOUR faith to mold YOUR character.

However, a question that proceeds my thoughts is: What verifies my character? To me, my character is made up of my success and my success is verified by all my mistakes that it's taken me to get there. Ok, maybe, maybe not, but the fact is there is a compound that regulates our faith in accordance with action. That compound is: Doctrine, Principle, and Obedience. Application of all three requirements weaves your Divine character.

"Faith is not only the principle of action, but is also the principle of power in all intelligents beings, whether in heaven or on earth."

That very quote itself remedies that God himself must act upon Faith also to carry out his will/purpose. If you behold the promises that He shows, Mormon 9:21 does a prime effort to tenderly teach us that humble prayer accompanied with faith shows that if we are truly in tune with His divine work ship, .........your wish is my command.......

I wish my thoughts would continue!!!! Grrrrrrr.... times like this I wonder why my mind jumps around and my thoughts seem to go right out the window???!!!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Dedication

A man who has decided that he will BECOME, not strive to be!
If I only had that talent! I love it!!!







Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Stupid Email part 2

RED

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Nope

2. Which of your friends has the worst temper?
Brodie Morrison

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
Haha, sure have

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
I don't get that mad, I just get sad and then make them feel bad.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell/scream?
Yell but I try not to get to that point

6. How do you deal with stress?
I don't......it eats me alive


ORANGE

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a suprise party?
Nope

2. Are you easily excited?
Not really unless I'm street racing

3. What event is coming up that your most excited about?
Jan 17, 2007 I'm speaking in a high school.

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
Brandy

5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
RETIREMENT!

6. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
Eternal Life

YELLOW

1. NAME?
Trevor N. Hansen

2. Where were you born?
Ogden , UT

3. What is your main goal in life?
Live up to my Character

4. Do you want to have kids?
Yes

5. How do you want to die?
exciting, however


GREEN

1. Do you like this color?
Nope

2. Gay Marriage?
Sick smiley emoticonThat's retarded, and so will be your children

3. Lowering the drinking age?
Who is going to tell you how old you have to be to drink?

4. Recycling?
yeah, sure

BLUE

1. What was your latest dream?
I prefer not to talk about it.

2. Have any of your dreams come true?
Nope

3. Do you usually remember your dreams?
Sometimes

4. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had?
Watching myself die

PURPLE

1. Straight, Gay, Bi?
Straight
?? Where did number 2 go??
( gay and bi ranaway with it)

3. Do you have a crush?
Nope

4. Who is the best "hugger" that you know?
By far..............Brandy

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in Lust at first sight.

Ya know, I don't know how many people really read these things and a lot of people always want to know about ME and who ME is. I love answering these questions because it explains why you are the way you are, not who you are. I look at these and just laugh because, honestly, who cares about the email itself? Ya, your friends care to know, but they don't care for the email....I love it.......oh hey, look another one!!

1. Who was the first person you talked to in 07?
Brandy

2. The first person you hugged?
Brandy

3. The first person you called?
Brandy

4. The first person you texted?
Brandy

5. The first drink you drank?
Apple cider

6. The first person that called you?
Brandy

7. The first person that texted you?
Anybody guess.....Brandy

8. Have you talked to all of your top 8 yet?
Yep

9. Any of them?
(i think I should take #9 out)

10. Who was the 1st person to hang up on you?
No one has done that to me ever

11. What was the first thing you watched on TV?
I don't watch tv that often

12. Who was the first person you thought of?
Brandy, who else?

13. What was the first thing you ate?
Candy

14. What were you wearing at midnight?
Nothing, I was running around naked, what else would I have on? clothes!

15. First Kiss?
Brandy

16. First fight?
It wasn't a fight, it was a discussion......with Brandy

17. First Laugh?
Brandy

18. First person to say 'I love you'?
My family and Brandy.


Does anybody see a pattern here? Yeah.......I do..........


Monday, January 15, 2007

Stupid Email Junk for EVERYONE

1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No

2. What song describes your relationship status? Stay with me....Clint Mansell

3. How much does your dog weigh? Why does it matter, he'd still taste the same :)

4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee? It's been mutual

5. Ever waxed your legs? Nope

6. Earrings or necklaces? necklaces

7. Who have you talked to most today? Myself
8. Do you listen to sad or happy songs when you're sad? I listen to my "chill" playlist

9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you? West Point

10. Color of your shirt your wearing? White
11. Who's the first on your favorites list on myspace? Myspace is an abomination

12. Who's on speed dial 5? I don't have that many people to put on speed dial

13. What color is your background on your computer mainly? Grey

14. Do you wish on 11:11? Nope

15. Good advice if you ever go camping? Don't take anything that belongs to civilization

16. Are you a bad influence? I try not to be

17. What color are your eyes? black ok....dark dark brown

18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name? Mine

19. Would you do anything for someone? for the most part

20. Have you ever been called a whore? Yeah, acutally I have been.

21. Favorite color(s)? grey blue and clear

22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? not really

23. What song is on? Techno

24. Are your grades good? 2.7
25. When was the last time you cried? Last week

26. Are you a virgin? Yes

27. Does your best friend have a myspace? I don't think so

28. Who's page did you last visit? Brandy's blog
29. What did you do on your last real date? Ummm......REAL date......I took her up to the top of willard peak, cooked stakes and laid under the stars.

30. Do you watch the Gilmore Girls? Never, bad memories

31. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson? Yes

32. Do you enjoy watching the O.C.? Never seen it

33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s? Nope

34. Which radio stations are your favorites? Radio Sucks

35. Are you a Lost fanatic? Nope, never seen it

36. Still have pictures of your Ex? Yes and she's one of my best friends

37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library? You bet

38. Alanis Morrisette? yep

39. Do you watch Family Guy regularly? Naw, cant stand it

40. King of the Hill? sometimes

Admit it

41. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? nope just causally in tune

42. Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home? No, what a way to ruin a perfect shower

43. Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were over 12? yeah and I still do
44. Do you ever think about your ex? Of course, who doesn't?

The Necessary Love Questions That Aren't So Necessary
45. What's your favorite love quote? If love isn't a game.....why are there so many players

46. Have you ever pretended your crush was with you when they weren't? no

47. Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school? Never really had a crush

48. Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didn't ask her/him out because you were afraid? Yes, who hasn't?

49. Have you ever written a poem or story about your life? yes but they always end up complete

50. Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your crush? Nope
51. Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance? nope
52. Have you ever really been in love? Yes

The Questions You Love: Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones


53. Do you ever freak out about cleanliness or organization? Not uless I want to impress someone

54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa? Nope

55. Do you know how to knit? I used to

56. Do you find yourself attractive? If I have a smile on my face

57. Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile? No

58. Do you keep a diary or journal online? kind of
59. Has a song ever made you cry? Haha, of course! It's posted here

Truly Unusual This or That Questions

60. Baskin Robbins or Cold Stone? Cold Stone for sure!!

61. Physics or chemistry? Chemistry, passed with an apple a day
62. Mayonnaise or Miracle Whip? Mayonnaise

63. Pink or teal? teal, pink is of the devil

64. Earrings or a ring? Rings

65. Commitment or casual dating? Depends, but if you find someone you really like, commitment
66. Dominoes or Pizza Hut? Pizza is pizza

67. Fly or road trip? As long as it's point A to point B

68. Starbucks or Caribou? I've only been to Starbucks,

Another Wave of Random Questions

69. What is your favorite Disney movie? Mulan!!

70. How much jewelry do you own? Very little

71. Have you ever bought clothing at Sears? No

Thursday, January 4, 2007

At a loss for words

Do you ever feel like you have a multitude of words to express yourself but in the attempt to say them, you're bound?

That's how I feel right now. There are so many happenings in my life right now, I wish I could understand them all. Some are life threatening and others you just want to disperse because they appear irrelevant to life? My efforts to understand seem disproportionate because as much as I strive to know what means what, nothing comes. The topics of study I chose, appear to be beaten to a pulp do to the lack of familiarity but I come to believe it's not that but a mear mote that's not connecting the last thought to the blessing. That's my struggle.

Repeated attempts to broaden my knowledge seems to show but never seems to feel complete, well at least to me.

I always find myself finishing these entries days at a time, cut apart in thought and still wonder why I'm sitting here writing. I'm not much of a writer but I do enjoy sharing those particles of information I've been handed thru lengthy processes.

What is everything coming to? Is it me or time? Can the key be understood before it should be?
In my mind, it would help because then you can better prepare yourself for the upcoming events but in a way still learn from them. I myself, still have a multitude of learning's to be had but I stumble with progression, ease and appreciation for the want of being. How my mind processes the things it does, also amazes me but how is it that it sounds so well at speaking but yet bluntly deranged?

A lot of self-evalutation is brought about and there are many things that I'm learning but yet fearing that learning.

Monday, January 1, 2007

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you've added me, you've dropped me
you've helped me, you've shuned me
you've blessed me, you've neglected me
you've showed me, you've left it to me

Friends are there to help, not to hurt. Those that really and truely stick around are those you know should not doubt are there for you. At times we forget that our friends have lives too and sometimes we take for granted the conversations that help us understand when we catch up with them.

I know I have friends that I need to talk to and friends I talk to often, but knowing that I have something to share with all of them is what makes me a good friend.