Tuesday, November 28, 2006

"Welcome To My Life" - Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Nothing original

First things first

Effortless time being spent in one thing brings about pointless results.

As I ponder oft about the endeavors of life, it's amazing to see how prevalent the Lord is in teaching us in his utmost undeviating ways. I put my two weeks in at my current job at Wonder Bread as a route driver and I felt the support from the Lord that I did the right decision but in a weird way, felt like I was letting Brian down. (my boss) I didn't think I was going to become emotional from gaining the courage to talk to him about that and it was relevant to both him and I, that we understand my character and what I brought to the company. I told him that I, by far, was the fortunate one to have him as my boss and from that point on, we exchanged many a word by complements and support. He understands that I need to take care of myself and do what Trevor needs to do in order to move in the direction that will tailor the rest of his career opts.

Well, in comparison to what other things have happen, I tend to see the realities of what I hope to never go thru but yet understand I'll need those experiences to survive the life to come. These entries, I guarantee will just around but to ensure your understanding, I'll try to write more often.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Aww...... Fresh Meat.

The more and more I read my verbose lines of chicken scratch in notes, journals and various other places, I thought I would give this a shot and let people know a little more about me. This is the first thing you should read before any other entry so you'll find it at the first of EVERY entry just so you'll understand a bit better, however, if you've read this once, just bypass that hypertext and you're good to go.

This is my disclaimer that spelling errors stand as MY perfection until I refuse to correct them.......but for those that can only spell so many words only one way, I feel bad, it's like there is a lack of character for those that think they are perfect but aren't. I'm sorry if I just bursted your bubble but, reality check, Matt 5:48 (read the footnote of Perfection). So, I will tell you that these entries may or may not be thought processes, adventures, feelings and or imagination but in fact are the things I wish to say.......so read on...............